I found love and I stopped lovin 
Found God when I stopped lookin for one 
Found a life but can’t make a livin 
Don’t wanna find the end so I’m still here 
Still lost, still here 
No past, don’t care about looking back anyway 
Nothing matters anyway 
‘Cause I’m still lost, still here 
No past, don’t care about looking back anyway 
If I’m moving on it anyway 

How is anybody gon’ hear it if I don’t record it?
New shit I’m driving yo I probably couldn’t afford it 
Would be trapped in a hood state of mind, end up less rewarded 
But I took a couple chances, now life is gorgeous 
This gon’ change everything 
Like a child, a funeral, or a wedding ring 
But heaven brings angels down to watch us while we levitate 
Called the police when she need em, but they showed up hella late 
I just do my dougie on these hoes 
I be dancing in the rain, soaking puddles in my shoes 
Broken heart plus the rules, open art full of clues 
No bizarre, Rosa Parks, Martin Luther always knew it yea 
Life changes 

No path, I’m still lost 
Still here I wait 
No path, I’m still lost 
Still here I wait 

All these new things around me and I really just wanna be comfortable 
You know everything about me and that’s why I fell in love with you 
I just want you to be down for me ‘cause I really can’t keep up with you 
Times my mind be clouded and I feel I had enough of it

Lord I pray I live and grow, please just help me fight pain 
I never jump to no conclusions and always know that life change 
We never thought it would show up, sometimes God just invite things 
But I’m moving at a good pace and just moved into a new place 
For me you live a movie when you play a role and just do it 
I just do my dougie on these hoes 
I be dancing in the rain, soaking puddles in my shoes 
Hopped out the shower in the towel, then it dropped, I told her “pose” 
So I can snap a pic on my phone, so I can see it whenever I’m gone 
Don’t wanna grow up but I’m grow’n
Don’t wanna blow up but I’m goin’
Make sure it’s proven and known I wasn’t just the next rapper to be on 
Young winners, we got it man, they smiled in our face and doubted us 
She made you love and then smashed your friend and then let you know that it was the shit

No path, I’m still lost 
Still here I wait 
No path, I’m still lost 
Still here I wait 

All these new things around me and I really just wanna be comfortable 
You know everything about me and that’s why I fell in love with you 
I just want you to be down for me ‘cause I really can’t keep up with you 
Times my mind be clouded and I feel I had enough of it

Hey, long time no see! I still remember the day I signed my life away. Your people telling me I have a “bright future” ahead of me. Selling me a dream that I was never going to be able to pay back. I was only seventeen, what else could I do? I wanted to be someone in life, and I knew it was going to be an investment of time, energy, and money. Now it’s been almost 7 years, and I still dread that day of the month where I get to see my hard earned money go to something , and be worth nothing. You and your “interest only” repayment plans.. Aka, pay us money so we know you still exist, but it’s not going to do much more than that. You still owe us your soul. Apparently, I have to make adjustments to my lifestyle (this is according to your representatives). Okay Let’s see, maybe I should give up the zero dollars a month I already spend on groceries? oh, maybe I could cut off my electricity and give you 35 more dollars a month there? Or how about I tell uncle sam to suck a dick and never pay my taxes? seems to help lots of other people… How bad is it that I’ve often even considered selling drugs to make extra money just to pay off my student loans? I never have. My mom taught me more dignity than that. I guess I’m just frustrated, watching these other people my age who’s parents paid for their education. They drive nicer cars than I do. Every day I have to thank god that my car even made it to work. I’m lucky it gets me that far, I’m just counting down the days until it dies on me once and for all and I go back to having to take the bus to work. Well, at least now I won’t have to worry about having to fall asleep at a train station for the night.. well, that’s another story.

You know, I even found love recently. A woman I really want to start a real life with. She motivates me to do better every day. I have been steadily going to the gym, taking care of myself, eating right, I even rub cocoa butter on my skin to help my complexion. I have another reason to live longer, so I need to make healthier decisions. This isn’t easy when you’re constantly dodging collection calls from Student Loan agencies telling me I still have the same outstanding balance that I had 2 years ago. thank you so much interest only. It’s a long distance relationship, this one that I have going on.. And the worst part is, she’s also dealing with having to give up a chunk of her income because we were told that going to college was the best alternative to success. We want to move in together, but guess what? you’re holding us both back. That’s right. I could be starting a family, being with the woman I love but I can’t because we’re both strapped for cash having to pay for our student loans, and we don’t want to stress each other out with our debts.

I’m trying everything. I work through the middle of the day. Too early to take on an early morning shift, too late to take on a PM shift. Most places think I’m over qualified anyways because I work management. I make a good salary for someone my age. Considering I live alone, I’ve made it this far. It’s just heartbreaking that my salary could do so much more for me than it does right now because I’m stuck having to pay you month to month. Now I have to work my regular job, and pray to god that someone will show me mercy and let me work hours that can work with the ones I have now.

I even started the same damn thing that everyone else does and picked up a mic and started rapping. I’m really good, and all my friends know it, and I could definitely go far with it, but it’s an investment just like everything else. Another one that I can’t make because I’m too busy having to pay back my Student Loan. I’ve often dreamed of the day a record label cuts me an advance check. The first thing I would do is pay off Mine and my girlfriends student loans. she would be my Manager in this music gig, she has a bachelor in business admin, and she’s a very organized worker, and I trust her. More than anyone in the world.

Well Sallie, It was great talking to you, and telling you how My life is. I’m kind of hoping a lot of people read this., If any A&R’s read this, look up URB_ONE_DOT_COM on Twitter and Soundcloud. :P (Just wishful thinking). Hey, you never know, I’ve even tried hitting up Oprah Winfrey, Ellen Degeneres, and Barack Obama for help paying you off. I swear I’m a good person, and I’m a hard worker. I just wish I could continue with my life without having to stress about student loans…

Starting to see my cheekbones again :) #results #gym #workout #hardwork #exercise #24hour #fitness #physical #tired (at 24 Hour Fitness)

Chasing dreams… so fucking nervous… I really want this one.. but if not, it’s okay… at least I tried… can’t post this on facebook though
#restaurant #chef #food #dreams #nervous #excited #universal (at Karl Strauss Brewing Company)

Cleaned up the jays, gotta keep the kicks on point #clean #fresh #jordan #flight #shoes #fashion #dope #jealousy

Working off my bad habits #24hourfitness #30daysoffitness #goals #nomorefat #hardwork #ambition #fitness (at 24 Hour Fitness)

Sweating my ass off in this #sauna craving some #asada I just wanna throw some on this #grill #hungry #fat #workout (at 24 Hour Fitness)

The dopest soda machine I’ve ever seen. Over 100 different flavors of drinks. #soda #fiveguys #coke #cocacola #fat #food #burgers (at Five Guys)

Got my producer cap.. 11 simultaneous sound patterns never sounded so legendary. #Producer #HipHop #Music #Beats #Studio

Why is there a page in my notebook where these are the only lyrics I wrote???what was I on? #Trippin #RKelley #Ignition #Hotandfresh #Stupid #Lyrics

Working hard trying to better my lifestyle #30DaysOfFitness #NoMoreFat #Workout #Gym #Fitness #Health Stairmaster is my friend. (at 24 Hour Fitness)

Office work today in my #Stancesocks @stancesocks #Florence #Designer #Socks #Office these are great.. match my boxers today too.
Kind of look like freddy kreuger socks

#GOLFWANG #Socks #Designer #OFWGKTA #stripesonstripes #Tyler #Nigga #Dope #printsocks

#westwood #LosAngeles #UCLA had some good times here back in the days. Weyburn and Braxton, I see you… I remember good and well #DiddyRiese #Delicious #Lost #LA #Bruin (at Westwood Village)